(I actually posted this on my private insta acc but I guess I'll elaborate more and put this up here so I can torture myself in the future )

You know how they like to ask kids "what do you wanna be in the future" and stuff like that? Well, I was such a fickle person plus I think I had an aversion to work even then that I never knew what I wanted to do in the future.

And now I realise that growing up sucks most of the time and maybe my dreams will nevercome true and I just want to be able to live my life freely again >: